my predictions for next yr.

my predictions for next yr.

intrestin, borin, sian, bit good. or shld i sae.. nOT GOOD?!

sobb.. tinkin bout next yr makes mie wana cry. i mean i dun mind getin into e2 but.. haiz.. I.. [cant mention here. too many ppl rwead..] haiz. I DUN WANA LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sobb..

i'm scared, i'm afriad, i'm petrified, of wad wil cum to next year. i noe wad i'm afrad of.. i noe.. CLEARLY. i'm afriad. no more amanda to protect mie. hu wil? no1.. no1 wil be like her.. no....
i didnt treasure, tis is my retribution of bein a BAD fwen. i didnt studi hard enuff too.. haiz.. all i haf to blame is myself n only mie. :c
backstabber, new people, new enviroment, new teaCHERS, new everytin... new pressure.
evil ones........scary ones............mean ones...........all these contain my tots. wat wil i be without u u n u?? n u n u n u... :c so many yews. i get scared bein in new enviroment. again.. i wil feel so alone. without any1 to be there for mie. n if u need mie? i cant help. i cant even help myself. i'm sorwie. haiz. dunoe y i'm lidat. i'm shy.
i'm scared. FREAKIN OUT TOTALLY. how?? sobb..

depressing........