back. c:

now okin wif da gal from fwenster. tat's cute gal.. hee..SHE'S SO HANDSOME! okie read again SHE's SO HANDSOME, she. haha. aiya. but todae no mood to tok so i nv tok much. haiz. min.. i sure lose to yew de la. hee.. anywae!

I'M BACK TO BLOG BOUT SKOOL! hapie? well i m. d: i tink ppl hate mie. :c aww well.

jux woke up. i didnt go tm wif yu xuan as i had promised. i figured tat i wozn't in da mood. didnt c dad so no money to buy stationary too. tokin bout dad. i'm so sad. parents n skool. both gifin mie so much presure. haiz. it's like.. my parents. they.. i tink it's not appropriate to tok bout it here? fwens. i oso dunoe wad's happenin. i'm so blur. every1's sad. tat dae they asked mie m i alrite durin home econs. hL saw mie face n said "ta yao ku le.." den i cry. !!! i jux cant control em. haiz. y huh?

teachers. maths. mdm yap. haha i cant believe it mieself. i'm startin to like her. omg. it's like. her teachin. mesmerized. lolx.. i like her teachin. feelin hapie each time i can du a EQUATION. :D
science. mr koh. okie he tried to be funnie. he's funnie lookin. funnie in his actions haha.. but i oso got luff la. omg. wad da hell i tokin bout. so messy.

yuxuan todae so sad. blythe wozn't in klass todae. maths. mie week two went missin. i woz.. alone.


my ear todae bleed n bleed. so disgustin but i dun feel da pain. i mean there's pain but i dun rweali feel it. i saw sum1 todae. feel so sad. T.T


till now. i'm stil scared of everytin. ppl in skool to my fwens to da ppl in klass..

jerald's bd comin liao. i haven't got is presie. x: maybe tml go out find ba. wish mie luck in findin da presie.

sum1 told mie i'm over self conscious. ya. i admit, i'm conscious bout everytin.

i feel bad. bout everytin. shld i mention it here? i scared ppl may rmb tat incident n den sad. :c okie i rite short one. i regret ritin tat letter last time to yu xuan. FEEL SO BAD. wei zhen she bewi ke lian. veh alone. i'm not alone. but i oweas tink i'm alone. i'm paranoid. ya. maybe. or maybe da ppl i need most aint there? T.T sorwie for everytin. FEELIN SO BAD.....


i miss e1 peeps. mdm samihah. our water fights. pen/hightlighter fights. everytin's different. even in our klass. i feel tat.. we r not close oso. den e1? even bigger gap. so sad.



gonna update wishlist. i wan a series of unfortunate events book. i wan da 2oo4 japanese songs collections. bigger eyes like blythe. haha..

wen i went to collect da money for tsunami in e1. da ppl from last yr e2 like. ERRR..they shoo-ed MIE off! how rude, and bad. went to tis klass wif yu xuan. den ppl bulli mie.. haha. as in they all mie. den i tot they wana donate but after tat they sae got a boi wana tok to mie.. -.- i jux went outta da klass. sumtin disgustin happened todae durin eL. eeks. sum1 burped den ewww. so smelly. i feel like pukin n i dunoe. jux simpy pure disgusting. miss kiran nv scold mie wen i said i didnt du mie vocabb! wee.. i wil du it la. but muz find nice book ^^ hpofully tml i can find cute notebooks. better stil.. BLYTHE NOTEBOOKS. uh ho..

can anione help mie print blythe? i wana deco mie journal wif tat. d: mie pwinter can onli pwint purple n black

haha.. sumtimes i feel feel contented tat i'm not in e1. haha. cuz got stress.