haiz.

todae's like da worst dae ever? sleept onli bout 4hrs. woke up to studi SOCIAL STUDIES. den went skool wif yuxuan n yutong. den after tat bewi sian in skool. borin n borin n borin. den recess du maths studi ss again. den eL den ss le. i couldnt du it. everytin i learnt aint there. I DIDNT NOE WAD TO DU. i feel like cryin at da moment but adha beside mie. so i cannot. haiz. i feel like cryin wen ever i c da parent's signature box. I FEEL LIKE DIEIN ON DA SPOT.
choir hapie to c min buden she bewi sad cuz i said i cant go. haiz. i woz damn dwn. EVEN in choir i woz all alone. wen home wif jerald got laugh by da gals. haiz. he's my onli fwen. or shld i sae. i have no fwens already? wen walkin home i wanted to cry shout be mad n crazy all tat. but cannot so many ppl around later really tink i mad. haiz. maybe i m.

livin is like hell. i cant seem to find da meanin of living on earth. we came earth to suffer. we come on earth. ppl rejoice. every1 dies. it bring sorrow to people. why not dun even exist so that other people wun sad? Y MUZ HUMANS EVEN EXIST. i hate living.


y should me? tis STUPID GAL EVEN EXIST ON EARTH?! i mean i'm like da stuuupidest student in klass. i'm fallin wae back n behind time. i dunoe how to catch up. i cant breath. my heart cant beat properly. i cant stop bein so nervous. even wen i'm relaxed tos tots keep on hauntin me.

studistudistudi suffersuffer workwork. if tis is wad life's all about. i'd rather not exist.