yawn,

yayie! WEEKENDS HERE I COME!

okie todae woz a bad dae. i broke dwn. T.T haiz everytin fail. good lor. can forget bout goin to sec 4 le. sabrina said that it's okie. jux the begining of the year buden. begining of the year then i lidat le den next time how? T.T haiz. dunoe la. jux feelin useless.


i'm numb. i dunoe wad to do. you look at me in a disgusted way? i don't noe. i'm sad. i'm bleeding inside. do you noe? i think you noe. i miss you. you miss me. but. there is so much more than that. i dont know what to say. maybe words dont mean a thing. i know you dont like her. but, she's my only one now. there's no1 like you. T.T it's like, i'm left with notin in tis world.

i dont have a brain, friends, n other stuff. i dont have anytin. i'm so much better off dead.





off to rest. need rest from another tiring WEEK. eveydae i can only go sleep after 11+ i cant take it anymore! i cant pay attention in klass or wadeva. how? T.T


tml i hope i can go ecp. ^^ wana go bladin or cycling. d: so excited. buden wil dad lemme go?