been long since i seriously sat down and blogged huh.


alot has happened.
i have grey contacts! erm that was quite long ago but i nv mention it here. i went for a hair cut. i did my ic. with jay and by. class bbq has passed. alot of suff has happened. dun tink it's a good idea to put them all down here.


i cant go outt. tml's christmas eve already. dunoe dad allow me out anot. hope he does. or else i'll go mad.

i haven been hanging out with my girlfrens lately. they nv ask me out. nv come find me. nothing. nada. i miss themmm. i hope tml wen i see em i dun feel weird or anything. i feel so out now. :c ytd nite i even dreamt that amanda scolded me for crying, cause i felt left out. and.. :c sad stuff. so so god damn sad.



i hate homeworks.
i want freedom!




i dunoe whether to fall or not to fall..