i don't want to be a failure.

today i WOKE UP.
after much thought during my ss test (i had time to think as i couldnt do my paper. I DIDNT STUDY. and im so not proud of it) i will not allow myself to fail another paper. no more "i feel like failing this test"

urgh im so sick of my laziness i could just strangle myself.
wake up wake up.
concentrate and shoot.

i need your guidance now..

i don't know why, but debbie seems to be mad at me. for no reason. urgh. why.
chinese lessons are so lonely now. im now on my own there.
oya. i got the lowest for that test. how cool is that? if it smells it would smell like a BIG JUMBO elephant's shit.

i reached home very early today. 13:50. c:
tonight im havin tuition.
and having dinner with hl and huey shyan. tonight. again. :D

research here i comee.