i expected a little too much from you. sorry min. i cannot just let go of the past just like that.


today pe was great. alot of workouts even thou it was a wet day. indoor workouts. did alot of silly stuff. sweat like a pig. didnt study for bio. no 1 seems to believe me. anyway. went for choir today and found out that term 1 i had full 24% attendance. this term's gona be low. damn low.


today, i did not understand alot of things. not studies but friends. today is a day for me to reflect on friends.

im stressed and yet i couldnt be bothered and always being my lazy self.


i've changed. into someone different. someone's who is not so afraid anymore. someone who is more.. someone who i would hate.
but one thing that didnt change is my shyness.



and you, my sister.
you disappoint me too. you. haiz. i dont know what to say. i love you. please. wake up. please..



IM SO STRESSED BY EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!