since i dont have the fnn mood. im staying away from this computer.
im begining to treat it as my enemy! o: yes you heard read me right!
i shall watch the next episode tml. no rewards for laziness. :c

why am i not in the yay-chinese-o-level-over-outings-outings-and-more-outings mood?




cause i didnt do my best for chinese.
i know i didnt.
i didnt.

what are enjoyment when you dont even need them?

dont have the mood to hang out. but tomorrow's sis birthday. (two sister's birthday) might be going out with her till late night. but i'll have school tommorrow.. didnt get any of them presents. -.- will get them when i.. start working. x: big big ones!

BUT! ONE THING:

i really wana go to the beach. cycle, roller blading, whatever!

i just miss being near the sea. miss smelling the salty smelling air. miss building sandcastles, digging shitting holes. miss burying my own hands and feet in the sand. miss stepping on soft fine sand. miss hunting for pretty seashells for precious people/my collection. miss stepping on cold sea water. dipping myself with friends into dirty sea water. hurting eyes with stinging seawater. getting pushed into seawater. accidentally tasting seawater (bleaugghh) . running on beach with dee/xiaohei.

dont feel like talking to anyone now. msn, sms, calls.

dont contact me. again. ^^ thanks.

boys stink. they have cooties.