i hate this teary feeling.
i hate this useless feeling.
i hate this emo emo type of feeling.
i hate now.
i hate being stupid.
i hate staring into space when sth needs to be done.
i hate troubling people.
i hate computers destroying my work.
i hate oreo's cream.
i hate stepping on dee/hei's shit.
i hate it when i cant find my stuff. I CANT FIND MY FNN PART B PHOTO NOW?
i hate being lazy.
i hate being tired.
i hate being too awake in this horrible world.
i hate falling crying and the feeling of being dejected.
i hate hate.


how can i not be sad?
imagine ur work, done in like many days/hours.
all gone in just a minute? seconds even? imagine.


if you even bother to read this shit here, thank you for even bothering.
but sorry for the emoness here.

i know its URGH.