19.6.08

WHERE THE HELL IS DEEDEE!!!
fuck i cant stop crying







scare me to death.
i'ld rather grow fatter than lose deedee.
neighbour kept her & even bathed her.
im so grateful even thou that guy's a perv.
dee was so happy, i was so happy.
if i didnt wore a tshirt,
i would have bled cause of her scratches,
she was soo excited i tell you.

when i lost her i was so scared,
i didnt know what to do but to cry.
and also think of allll the negative things that might happen.
evil new owners, SPCA killing her.
ah, ive sent email t them.
maybe i should tell them i found her?
i went t find her, climbed 25 storeys.
like 2 times? Yx acc'ed the 3rd time.
i was so dizzy finding her.
i wished i can split myself up to speed up the search.
kept thinking bout the past 8 years with her.
i swear i look like an idiot crying & shouting for her.

i hope the people who saw me dont see me anymore. :(
i am so gona let her sleep on my bed tonight.
I thought i was gona be depressed for the rest of my life.

I almost printed the posters. hahaha :)

Thank God, thank Yuxuan, Huilin, Eileen, Bo, Keagan, Cindy.
& also certain someone for concern,
even thou the msgs wasnt really needed & comforting.
something like. trying to make me think that this whole thing is my retribution all.
I guess u deserve a Thank you.
for the um, concern.

Thank god for friends.

BIGGEST THANKS T YX, who rushed down, who walked the whole estate w me again, who climbed the stairs with me, who called deedee w me like idiots. I LOVE YOU YUXUAN. :')

another glimpse of deedee's shit.
old habit die hard,
even thou its a new ktichen with new tiles,
she still shits there. hahahah.
omg, im appreciating her shit now?


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