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Just kidding about the no dinner for one month, how can I resist dinner for a month? 1, no self control. 2, i get irritable ugly and tired. but i really really hate food now, until the time when i get hungry. i love food, then after i ate, i hate and regret, alot. i just had a chicken wing, never touched supper for quite sometime, i had to eat it cus my dad said it is his birthday so i have to eat. so i ate.. but now i feel like i wana fucking take it out of my stomach. i feel so bloated from dinner now, thou its (the dinner) good and all i wana cry because the amount i had was a heap. my face is like a field for red spots now i feel like the ugliest person alive. recently ive been feeling like a pile of shit(inside and out). to make things worst, if my pay doesnt come in, i am sucking my bank account dry. whatever happened to savings? BULL