Give up.

I give up studying, doing project, dieting.
To add on to it, im having a stupid stomach ache, i hope it gets worst so that I can be excused for everything tmr. everything! kitchen, test, everything! I wana.. sleep. Eileen told me bout this person, who fainted after calling "Chief.." I secretly wana be in his position, tmr. Well its no secret now.

I

Wana

Escape

.

I hope my motivation comes back tmr :(
Terrible..

Im blaming it on my messy table/cramp studying space (which is close to NOT having any space.)/stomachache, all the food I put in my mouth/not shitting.

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NO I DONT NEED ANYONE TO MOTIVATE ME NOW. JUST LET ME DIE FOR NOW.